I lost my book

Have you ever had a special place
One to where you could go and your time didn't go to waste
I had this special place
Where I could go and no one could see my face
A place where my thoughts were not in a race
For this is MY special place somewhere I can be me

However this place I can no longer find
I stop and clear my mind
Back and fourth I go, memories wont let me go there
So many secrets I shared there
So what am I todo
I guess I start over and find somewhere new

Feels like so much has went to waste
A bad taste and empty feeling are the looks on my face
I spent so much time there
The feelings that I felt there no longer remains
NO REGRETS

I gather myself and begin to think of whats next
See I can find a new place and continue to express from within
It all starts with a new composition book and a fresh pen
Now I guard this place and recite the feeling here twice
The second is online where others can find incite to my mind

Where me and my books get looks and my words can delight and entertain the masses
See the new is better than the old
Bold and loud
I guess losing my book was not that foul